Not so Fast

In the current book I am reading on Fasting, Lynne Baab makes a few really good statements.
She says how Fasting is not about Self-Denial, but about deliverance. She also says: "What is my true Hunger? In what ways am I Satisfying myself to easily with toys and mindless pleasures? What does my Desire for God really look like? "
I had to stop reading when I hit this. What does my desire for God really look like? I dont even know. I am going to have to ponder this. Also about the what is my true hunger? Do I want God or just earthly pleasure. I would have to say earthly pleasure because I can touch and feel that. Not that I can't feel God, but it is few and far between.