WHO DO YOU LOVE?

I was thinking, you how all the time we say we love GOD, and Jesus. I don't know if this is totally true. I think I am more along the lines of loving the "IDEA of GOD". I mean this is the way I live most of my life, with the "IDEA of GOD". I go to church, I read my bible, I read religious books, and pray. But when you love someone, you are more than willing to sacrifice for them, you are willing to put up with junk from them, you spend as much time as you can with them. But do I do that with God. Well not really, because if I had the opportunity to spend time with Rachel and the boys or sit and play PlayStation do you think I would waste time on that game. I don't think so.

But lets say that I had time to either spend time with GOD or play PlayStation, HHMMMM "well you know, like God is always there and like you know he knows my heart, and well you know he is loving and you know like he knows I need some time to myself".

But lets say that I took that time to myself and put it into deeper bible study, a time of prayer, or maybe even fasting. If i say that I like to sit an veg. on games to like unwind and refresh myself. Well I think Jesus said that he will fill you with the Living Water, so you are never thirsty again. So if I let him refuel me and him recharge me, how much more benefit would it be.